what the universe is trying to say me...

Didnt knew such feeling eXist in universe....i just happend to google the above title ..& to my surprise i found few links speaking out about this rare quirk that do happen with few folks!...well wht is this actually...does universe(planets) is trying to say me to open up! , cum free n fly......actually i ve got everything (now)....to live an almost ideal life!! but something seems to b distracting me from enjoying my beautiful/ideal life. what is it!?...where z da damn answer hidden from my eyes..where should i luk in . Since frm past a week i wake up with an abyss inside me..longing to b filled in!. What is that? ...or is this a temporary flow of emotion in simple terms feeling of boredom(?)

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Raw thoughts on Ugadi day..when i got commited(??)

Relationship Status what it is actully! Many people out there waiting for you to match their wit, acting upon their stimulus,interacting,learning & eventually growing mature with experience.Coupla days back a stir caused in heart~how does one get committed to one person ...for life time.It's like you are giving an end to our growth..almost to a dead state & probably the reason why people quote marriage as disaster.What is the pure sense of being committed...(m craving to get in).. does that mean not getting attracted to anyone...or is it normal to get attracted & then , our act on that attraction shows our level of commitedness...how should one act when they are in relationship . . .

anyway my life partner has answers for all my questions ;)

Love around

Every human is in search for something, always in a quest for something. My freaky mind thought million of times( which happened 4 years backJ) and something came out of blue , the thing which we look for is actually love!. I guess all human look for this magical thing ‘love’ around us, perhaps that’s the only thing which binds us (the world)!. But the question pops, do all find love? ( unexplained )

We try to find love in many places like college, schools, family, office and temples!! But does it really fulfill our pursuit for love and happiness? . I think the quest inside us is like a butterfly it comes out feels the air and starts hopping from one thing (person/place/thing :D) to another and finally gets back to us yeah!! The love which we look for is actually inside us.

Here i go again, philosophizing my personal life J. I always rationalize things, but few finer ones can’t always be done so. Today I confess I found love here! Yes in this college, the inexplicable love. It’s like a family. And one day I will miss this (tears pouring down)